I'm sick today and shouldn't be here but I have an audit going on so I'm writing a rambling post under the influence of benadryl.
Divorce is finally starting to move along, I've been served. I should be out looking for a lawyer but I've selected one. I just need to make an appt.
I have narrowed down the three interesting men that I've met to two that I could really care about. I've decided to boot bachelor #2 and still leave #1 and #3 as possibilities. I'll have to engineer a meeting with #3, as I've known him for 7 years and he's been divorced the last 4. I was able to confirm that he is single, a homebody like me, and since he works out of town he doesn't know many people here. He's a fireman. Yummy.
The first one that I would jump at in a heartbeat but I am ignoring him until he calls me. My bestest IVFC bud says he MUST chase me because I am worth chasing. I am playing it her way which involves lots of posts about him because I am sitting on my texting thumbs. 
I told her (IVFC bud) that I feel like this is my second chance at happiness. I will absoutely NOT date a man without children. This is an opportunity to have a relationship with a man where I don't feel responsible for that deep sadness in his heart. I will never have children, I know that. But I'm so ready to move on to a world where it's not expected or even wanted since both bachelor's #1 & 3 have two kids each.
What do you guys think?