From my recent thread/posts, you can probably tell I am in a pretty bitter mood since yesterday's s*cker punch, and it has made me think about a topic that I fantasize about sometimes (I even have full conversations about it in my head). I was wondering if it is only me, or if some other vets have had a similar fantasy, or those vets who have crossed over, have been able to act on the fantasy....
....my fantasy is that I have crossed-over, and I have the b*lls to let every single person who has made my life complete h*ll during this nightmare, (my sister, insensitive fertile co-worker, people who make the "just relax, drink a bottle of wine" comments, all of the "fawners" at work, the "friends" who have conveniently stopped calling me etc etc.) how awful they were and how hurtful, insensitive and inhumane they were. I dont feel like I can do this now as I feel weak and bitter. If I am some day ever on the other side, I dream of having the opportunity to do this.
Does anyone have a similar fantasy?
Has anyone ever been able to really let the aformentioned fertiles have it?
Trina
PS Am I too bitter for this board today?