This morning I had the exam for fibroids in the womb and I almost started crying on the table. It wasn't when he told me there was something in there. I was half expecting that. It was while he was doing the exam.
I was raped a number of years ago and that is what it felt like. I can't tell if I am deep ending or if it is normal to feel this way.
I know we all joke about how easy it would be to do it the old fashion way but it just seems so demoralising to keep having to present myself for these embarassing dehumanising proceedures.
Does it get to anyone else or am I just weird?