Okay ladies - the day has come.
Today is my 45th birthday.
Today is the day that my fertility coverage has ended. While we knew we were done cycling, today it feels final (cycling out of pocket is financially impossible for us).
Okay, this is unvetlike, but there is some measure of relief. It's really over now. And even more vetlike, now I can feel a little hopeful for the future. Not sure what it will bring, and it might s*ck, but it will be different.
Thanks for all your support and helping me to get here.