DH has been away for a week now, and I'm parenting our 21 month old twins on top of trying to do my part-time job. Before he went away, he said "will you miss me, or will you miss the help I give you?". I told him of course it was both! The weird/kind of horrible thing is is that I don't actually miss him right now. Yes, I DO miss the help I get from him, that I do sorely miss, it is hard work doing this on my own. But him? Not so much.
I am actually feeling really badly about this. I'm not sure if it's the fact that we've been kind of getting on each other's nerves lately so this is a nice break, the fact that he is partying it up while he is away (yes, they are work parties and he is working hard, but he is still having fun, and I guess I resent that), or the fact that I am majorly PMSing right now and just bitchy.
He gets home on Friday and I'm not even really looking forward to seeing him. This all just feels wrong and terrible. Am I at all normal, or is this a really bad sign???
Sasha