Hi all. I had my first donor cycle in Feb got pregnant with ID twins. Lost them at 11 weeks. I never knew anything could hurt that bad. It has been awful. I haven't ever been this sad. We want to try again and back when I first called my RE to tell him we lost the twins the nurse told me that we could do our FET whenever I was ready but I needed to wait at least 2 cycles so we were going to shoot for October/November. She also told me Dr H wanted me to try and loose a little weight. No problem I thought I went on a new healthy eating plan I was working out 3-5 days a week. I have lost 10 lbs and then the weight just stopped comming off. Still eating right working out less because we have been busy but I am starting to wonder if my mind is stopping my body from loosing. I am starting to wonder if somewhere in my mine I am sabotoging the weightloss because I think "can't do the FET til I loose some more weight, if I can't do the FET I can't get pregnant and I can't have another m/c" Do you think thats possible? WWYD?
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