My son died in March at 8 months old of a cruel genetic disease. Our only child. you can see him on you tube "sweet baby Jaden 1". Grief sucks.
My husband and I just got a positive pg test on Wed after doing our first PGD/ IVF cycle. We implanted 1 girl and 1 boy. (both free of the disease) The nurse said she thinks the beta number 98 suggests a singleton. I am now having nightmares about which one survived.
My question is. Did any of you find it strange or scarry to love another child. If you had one of the oposite sex did you love them more or less or what? I am just afraid, I miss my son so much, I don't want to punish my next child for that. Did you have to do anything to adjust? Did you fall apart in the birth?
Thank you for your help.