** pregnancy and baby mentioned
having a drink and feeling sad about a friend who will be giving birth in a couple days. i just don't understand why her, twice, and me zero? why?
i want to be happy for her but i find i'm sitting here tearing up for me. i'll probably never understand why it works for some and not for us.
thank you to everyone one who understands, who feels my pain and knows that i'm not crazy. 